I need to get over this, and get over this fast.
I don't know who I'm kidding.
Probably myself.
I hate feeling this way.
I need to get over this. Now.
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.
This may sound over- exaggerated (which is double, since exaggeration is already over-rated)-- but. But.
Still.
I get this weird feeling in my stomach every time I go there. Every time I see them.
And this needs to stop.
And I know I just can't help but think : WHY.
I feel hypocritical.
I feel.
Disappointed.
I feel like punching someone.
I feel like cutting off any,
any connections I might have to that. That which caused me so much... anguish?
I don't know what to feel.
I don't want to feel.
